Hmm... its hard to put this in words.. the feeling in my heart, it is as though a dark cloud among the beautiful sky has cleared off, litterally, though its still raining outside.

I see sun shine and pierce through the sky with arc of colours glow beautifully in the sky as though it was a painting by Da Vincci. The beauty of the sun after the rain, would be a momment best treasured. A period where all problems were solved, temporary. Till the next cloud appears.

That said, 18th of April, marks another important date in my life, which i know i shall look back from time to time. Hopefull it will still be important too in the coming future.

*Note: 9:38pm Sunday 16th April, i have finally managed to finish Da Vincci Code in less than a week. Though it is unnecessary, i still feel like saying that it is a great book recommended for readers. The covers printed with all new straits times and likes endorsement couldnt agree more.. hehe

Alrite, no more craps.. i love writing symbolic rubbish, sounds artistic, though i have none of those value.. lol

The word for the day would be SNAG

*SNAG = Sensitive New Age Guy

The word SNAG is use to describe a guy who is sensitive to a relationship with woman, surroundings, and etc. He is defined as less masculine than the normal male stereotype. So says wikipedia.

So am i a SNAG????

In order to answer this question, i have asked myself several questions, which leads to unending list of answer and in the end was nothing more than a mess.

Anyway back to the question, am I a SNAG??

1. I listen to blues, jazz, rock, and all sort of songs. The stereotype? They listen to radio friendly songs, popular among the crowd.

I listen to 3 tenors, while they listen to F3 or F4 or watever boybands.
I listen to il divo, while they listen to 5566
I listen to Eric Clapton, while they listen to Edison Chen

My list of favourite song may surprise many acquaintances and bores many friends who thinks i have a less normal taste of song.. Therefore i m SNAG-positive

2. I wears t-shirt and jeans only, while they wear funky Jap and HK styles

I have a lazy attitude when it comes to mix and match coz i dun have the dough to keep up to complete my wardrobe. So t-shirt and jeans makes my life easier. Them?they would do anything just to get a proper wardrobe and chic clothes. SNAG - Negative

3. I prefer to stay at home and rot myself rather than going out to suffocate with the crowds

And again, i a lazy pig who prefers to nap at my room than going out. - SNAG negative

4. I am sensitive towards my surrounding and other ppl's emotion.

I do think that i m a good fren sometimes and sensitive to other ppls need. But then again, i m blur most of the times and couldnt care less about other ppl. But i m giving myself SNAG positive to make myself feel better XD

Conclusion??

I m in abit of the SNAG side, yet i have half a foot on the old male stereotype by judging my personal attitude and taste. Thus.. my conclusion is.. i m neither SNAG nor a stereotype guy... I am a..........

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SOAG!!!!

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SOAG = sensitive Old Age guy...!!

Alrite plz ignore this crappy entry, it is meant for me to ventilate my rubbish since no one can stand listening to me craping...!

Hmmm.... many ppl had asked me about my gf preference seeing that i dun have one.. And thus, being a simple man that i am.. i ve decided to keep it short and simply without going too detail and picky.

Appearance:

1. should not be too tall, otherwise i would look rather dwarfy , half a head shorter than me would be ideal.

2. should not be too thin, i dun like hugging broomsticks. Nor should she be too fat, my arms arent that long.

3. Should not be too fair, i m not into horror movies. Shouldnt be too dark, i ll look rather too fair for a guy next to her.

That said.. i shall move into personality, an important aspect i look in a girl

Personality:

1. Should be in the same wave lenght as i am, otherwise we ll have not much to talk other than have u eaten or have u piss...

2. Should be frenly in nature and may able to conversate well with me.. otherwise i ll be better off talking to my dog who pretends to understand wat i m saying.

3. Should be kind and all sort of nice personality that a girl should have.

4. Should be homely, able to care for me. I cant afford another sister or have a daughter at such age.

5. Mature at times, independent, yet is childish and dependent in certain matters

Important Aspect:

1. Able to cook japanese food, preferable.. otherwise there is always sushi king, a cheap alternative.

2. Able to cook western food, preferable... otherwise there is always swiss chalet.. a not so cheap and wallet burning alternatives.

3. Chinese house dishes, a must if she is a chinese.. otherwise i ll have to get my mom to live with me.. which kills off all the romantism...

4. Deserts... cakes, pastry, tong sui etc... otherwise i ll have to look for my grandma... which is too old to cook...

As the saying goes, food is the way to a man's heart... i m no different than many man out there, though i m not really a man yet.. but nevertheless it still counts..

I guess that's it for my simple yet brief list of my expectation..

*EDIT: I have just been fooled by Ruo ping into an april fool trick... i cant believe my eyes... the prankster fall into a simple trick by a blur girl like her??? NOOOOOOOO....

Yes... results are finally out for my summer semester... many thanx to various friends(*especially KKK) who have the heart to inform me ....

And with that, along with a group of friend from other subjects, we move towards com lab to find out of our fate... and it was indeed a fine day... as wat i had foresaw (*i guess its more towards hoped...) i got a "competent" result.. as the saying goes..

                        "A fool will proove his worthiness in times of turbulent.."

*alright maybe tht was more like my idiom... which is utterly nonsense as ussual...

I was congratulated by frens around me, however, this does not satisfy me, as this is my second attempt.. however, i was content, thus i congratulate ppl around me who were checking their results too (*and take opportunity to show some kiasu-ism muahahaha.. lol!)

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Pink Panther

And with that, i move on to sunway pyramid for a movie... PINK PANTHER.. the movie was recommendable.. doesnt makes me feel sleepy, and was utterly hillarious.

This movie thus, brings me the feel to play the song pink panther on my guitar again and again till i got bored...

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Uni again...

Once again, i m back in uni, the feeling in somewhat the same, nothing special, and kinda lazy since its the first week. Know some new frens, and met some old ones. Which is a good sign...

However i look fowards to none as i just wanna head back to my utopia in my room... =P

A toast to a great sem ahead...

From my room... i walked out to the garden...

and i smell..............................................................................

a foul air of injustice and impurity in my mother country......

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That said, now its CNY~! Gong Xi Gong Xi to every chinese out there... I m close to being disconnected from society now... All i did is holed up in my room and come out only when i am in need of food...

Ahh... with recent acquisition of a Fender Strat - Electric guitar, i swore that most of the time, i would be missing my room when ever i m out in class or gone out for un-anticipated outings...

In my room, i m trying to stop my self from playing.. yet, i m surfin net stalking up sites like ebay and jamtank for 2nd hand pedals(*guitar gears..) ... sigh... !

Plz end my misery and get over with my exams...!!!!

P.S anyone care to explain the term blasphemy???